What's the Fuckin' Hold Up?

OK its Saturday nite. I still havent received a phone call about my money. I would call him and ask but I feel too guilty about it. The only time I call is when I need something (mostly money). So I'm scared to call and ask. I still gotta get my hair done and pay for my camera fee on Monday, what do I do?! I wont get any of my own money until Wednesday when I get my last pitiful paycheck from Food Lion. I dont even know when I get paid from Old Navy. I think its Friday. Thats a long time to wait. In other news... my grandma just got a new kitten (her old one died or got hit by a car or something-who knows?). Its so precious. She keeping it outside but I think she should keep it in the house. I would bring it home, but I know Roc will murder the poor thing. I'm no where near close to finishing my project. I just cant seem to focus. I'm about to go and lay down. Good Night!